Is it my fault the friendship is over?

Oh I don't think it was your fault this relationship is over. I mean, come on, you did what any nice guy would have done. You didn't pressure into having any kind of , semes like you took things slow and one step at a time. My goodness, from all the time the two of you talked and had this certain of undefinabe relationship, seems to me that you did what you felt was right and it came from the heart. She apparently has different views on dating than you do. You cannot make other people believe the same way you do if they do not have it in them. She is too caught up in the rules of her church and maybe your lifestyle does not match hers. I don't know. I really do not think it was your fault. I think she lead you on. If she did not want to have you as a boyfriend then why was she going out with you so much and talking to you so much? That just caused you to develope more feelings for her. That was not fair to you. After all that time spent together what did she think it was leading to? No, it was not your fault, it is hers.